tuesday, after all
Journals are more effective if you write in them daily, not just when your head is tangled.
Although I don't know if it's a tangle I'm dealing with.
I'm just...tired. I finished 3 hours of afternoon meetings and I was just done. Cold. Brain foggy. Not really frustrated or annoyed, but just done to the point of curling up in bed to try and warm up.
This could be migraine predrome, it could not be. It is not an unfamiliar mood. Some combination of sadness, distractedness, tiredness, and similar just as the default feeling. Everything taking more effort.
Maybe not depression exactly but rhyming with it. Distraction instead of focus. Feeling like a nub. Knowing it's temporary is helpful, but only just. Looking forward to vacation a little too much.
Something like, something not unsticking.